AS 4/23/07

4/23/07

A swirling aura of calm and light. Surrounding. This innate sense of quiet beauty. Private and intimate.  Incubating it until I'm ready to share it with the world as now it may be contaminated. Inevitabilities of that which is Universal, revealing themselves AS a secret whispered between two connected souls and, in understanding have always been one, presently acknowledge. AS a soft inviting beam of light rises of a dark place. AS a first meeting of eyes in a world where we do not see each other. The ultimate understanding. Acceptance. Approval. of everything I am. Clouded with self-doubt, these years of uncertainty absolved. AS. You kneel before the son of God asking only permission to celebrate Him. He places His palm upon your humble forehead and echoed in your mind you hear, as if hearing were for the first, Child, You Are Worthy. And you arise AS one filled with love, and power of mind, with soul enriched and so, with capability of hand. A freedom, a wisdom allowing purest accessibility to that which you have only dreamed could be. Imagined so. A state of being long awaited with a faith which betrays the skeptic.  With a truth which invalidates the jaded.  With such certain divination, which annihilates the cynic.  An all-devouring apocalyptic renaissance beginning within and spreading outward in concentric circles.  AS rippling kinesis bleeds illumination to the farthest reaches of the Universe and back again.

Road Trip to Mars 2008

My little prophet on guitar coming through must be millions of me's here for only one you so you waited and you weighed it and the heavier that it grew on your mind made you want to, made you wonder What if. Is this some kind of a rouse but you keep singing your blues to your brown haired, green eyed, seventh row muse Do you steal her aside no you just wave from your ride so if you meant what you said then i think that you lied Cause we were LIVE! from Here comma Here, USA where you just rolled in today so they can all scream while you're playing with my depth perception between here and the moon til the gravity lifts and when there's none left in the room I'll float upside down til my eyes fill with stars and the people around me drive their hybrid cars on my Road Trip to Mars you got me hitchin to Venus but I don't need their gasoline cuz it flows intravenous He found me in the stratosphere that you kept in between us now you look back down to earth to see me straddling his genius Inside your disaster and fighting to get just a little bit closer is not what I'm after. I've loved you from here but I'm here for the show,sir If you can't escape from the jaws of the image you had that you never proposed her It isn't my bad. Still I'm just a smiling face on a poster Strangely confused, she'll no longer excuse all the things you don't do despite the words that you choose to be the man that you are living light years apart in your fantasy lost and forsaken your art to me you all are the same cuz you'll all fuckin tease us but you all like to fuck and don't you all look like Jesus up there breaking our bread and bleeding our wine when your Bordeaux drips from the same vine as mine My little prophet on guitar coming through must be millions of me's here for only one you so you waited and you weighed it and the heavier that it grew on your mind made you want to, made you wonder What if. Is this some kind of a rouse But you'll keep singing your blues

Fate

You brought me to her house and we sat around with the crew
Yeah, you brought me to her house and went off and made music like you do
And she handed me a cup of water and I never knew
that she expected you to stay, cuz she thought she was with you

And how can I still be tormented by how you are and what you've done?
Why do I look around the room and see myself in every one
of the beautiful and dutiful girls who've sacrificed a soul
to the lost cause that is searching for your light in the blackest hole

Cuz all of us in love, and once in love, with you just wanna be
sure that what it is about you that we love will someday see
the sunlight someday when you emerge from underneath that weight
and I'll be standing in the back and smiling because it's fate

One day you meet a guy who takes your breath away from you
and you fall madly, and gladly, too
And you think that he's 'the one' and something's finally gonna work
and a year and a half later you're still finding out how wrong you were

So I brought me to her house and we sat around discussing you
Yeah I brought me to her house and wound up making music like we do
And the bigger picture here resides outside the frame of mind
that pits woman against woman for the sake of all mankind

Cuz all of us in love, and once in love, with you just wanna be
sure that what it is about you that we love will someday see
the sunlight someday when you emerge and I can hardly wait
to be standing in the back and smiling
or maybe I'll be dancing in the front and smiling at you
cuz I do believe it's fate

~by Laurie Lehner